From the Spira Mirabilis to the Double Ouroboros of Ψ & Φ
The History of Ψ & Φ as the two fundamental energies, the inside and outside: "Though changed, I arise the same"- Jacob Bernoulli! The intertwined double Ouroboros (the Origin of the Caduceus)
One force and its inversion
The following article is about Jakob Bernoulli & the Spira Mirabilis, and the origin of the double ouroboros, that results from the interaction of the Golden Spiral Φ (Phi, the masculine) with its inversion Ψ (Psi, the feminine: Ψ = 1/Φ), that can explain our Universe and all the wonders in it better than the entire fleet of masonic cover ups, like religions, string theory, quantum mechanics and other deliberate distractions… 1
and I have finally found all the evidence that confirms it (Rodin explains his discovery of the conjugated nature of a centripetal and centrifugal field- and how it also changed the industry of coils).
Everything is conscious (Dr. Michael Levin)
A meta-study about the sober certainty of an inverted Otherworld!
While the depiction of a single ouroboros is common, the two and intertwined snakes, without beginning nor end and with inverse time (since time is only the motion of the vortices of life and that inverts at the zero point in the center of everything) have not been in the global dialogue. Thanks to the wonderful insights from Dr. Gerald Pollack, Dr. Michael Levin, Dr. Paul LaViolette and others- I was able to restore this element of the Gnostic Message, through the simple realisation of the complementary mutuality, sustenance & amplification between the Aether and Reality. And the entire idea can be depicted through the interaction of the outward & inward motion of Φ & Ψ ( Ψ=1/Φ - then as the inverse mirror (the “negative”- which is not a judgement between “good or bad” but just an inversion). Ψ has been degraded to the “silver ratio” or worse…), There is not only mind in everything- there is Rhythm and Feeling in everything (Music). With the “Golden Spiral”, I mean the movement of Light as expansion + the gravitational response as the inward turning phase conjugate (and both carry fractals of the whole). This is rather about a way to mentally visualise this, rather than a realistic depiction of it.
What a Time to be Alive!
“Total Horror and Total Beauty at the same Time!”
“You are an explorer, and you represent our species, and the greatest good you can do is to bring back a new idea- because our world is endangered by the absence of good ideas. Our world is in crisis, because of the absence of consciousness.”

A description of the other side by Terence McKenna2
Water acts like a battery (Dr. Gerald Pollack) and Light (infrared for example) charges it around hydrophilic surfaces (leading to real charge separation, Dr. Gerald Pollack was able to light an LED with it). Our own EZ Water gives off infrared light, in our mind and all over our body. Radiant energy is restructuring the water into ordered layers! This resolves the quest for the “unknown energy source” on the etheron gradients in the aether fluid (Dr. Paul LaViolette). Light & Water. The Aether is not the Ground, it is the Complementary Other Side to our Reality!
There are some words of wisdom from Capoeira:
Balance lies in the imbalance!
This means that the swings in the basic Ginga movement bring the necessary stability and anchoring for defense and offense play!
The Aether is the Complementary - Reverse Mirror World to our Reality!
“The idea of transformation and renewal by means of the serpent is a well-substantiated archetype. It is [a] healing [symbol]” Carl G. Jung, CW 7, Par 184.
Caveat: Ψ is falsely getting displayed as the “silver ratio”. I am speaking about Ψ as the inversion of φ, which leads to the double ouroboros symbol, with two intertwined snakes, without beginning nor end! Marko Rodin explained how to do this on his coils!
This is meant to give the basic idea… the hole in the middle is the mirror, beyond it is the Aether and one of the snakes is basically our inside experience and the other one the outside:
This depiction is good because it shows the two windings as individual channels- yet they are one field… paradox!
This is all meant to help to create an inner depiction of it- interestingly, the double helix variant is being used for “nuclear fusion”.
Irrational Beauty
Perfect harmony need not require exact repetition. Two motions, forever irrational, can nevertheless dance together in eternal balance, if their ratio is the Golden ratio, the number that most resists being trapped by rationality (because it cannot be displayed correctly as a broken decimal number).
This cascade of endless renewal reveals a wonderful truth: a universe that never repeats, yet never changes its basic shape- a cosmos that keeps moving forever, yet always returns, in our subjective experience if not in fact, to the same beautiful ratios (because the true duality lies between Rhythm & Feeling, not between wave and particle- which are the same thing).
That is the lesson of the Complete Spira Mirabilis (Φ & Ψ):
Irrational Beauty that never Collides!
Φ (outward spiralling) & Ψ (inward spiralling).
In her 1989 book The Language of the Goddess: Unearthing the Hidden Symbols of Western Civilization, Marija Gimbutas explicitly links the inverted triangle (often with three vertical lines or similar markings) to female fertility, regeneration, and the vulva as part of her broader “archaeomythological” framework for Old European (Neolithic/Chalcolithic, 6500–3500 B.C.E.) symbolism.
The forward (Φ) and backward (Ψ) spirals are mathematically the same curve viewed in opposite time directions! Phi gives the outside experience, fields / space now, Psi the inside, feelings, gravity
Φ = (1 + √5)/2 ≈ 1.6180339887… (outward spiralling of the Golden Ratio, Reality) - this is an irrational number, meaning it will never be fully broken down into decimals!
Ψ = 1/Φ = Φ − 1 ≈ 0.6180339887… (inward spiralling, Aether, with inverted time- so perceived as outward spiralling when the mirror flips).
This is a symbolic representation, not actual calculation of reality!
Eternal becoming that never dies and never finishes! At the moment of death, the (time) mirror flips and the inward tightening of Ψ becomes an outward movement! I mean this as a generalisation of course, not just “one spiral”… everything comes from this basic movement as the kinetic driver though, balanced by the other side that is not heaven nor hell, it is the complementary to our experience here: phase conjugation.
Alice through the Looking Glass:
“Taking the descending line, the form of the etheric body is the reverse of the physical. It is only in the ascending line that they are identical. A woman has a masculine etheric body and a man a feminine etheric body (they are mixed of course).”
Rudolf Steiner saw the etheric body as a complementary reverse mirror image of our physical body.3 He imagines the spiral form of our existence as going outward or inward eternally though and thus organises reality and the afterlife hierarchically and accordingly- which is a mistake (with monotheistic ideas, a saviour and all of that…), since ψ & φ do form the double torus with two intertwined head and tailless snakes, that run with opposing time arrow, which fits his descriptions perfectly- until he separates the spiritual from the aetheric. He does identify the aetheric as expansive life-forces (but he does not conclude the complementary and intertwined nature of ψ & φ, which form the double ouroboros as our universe and which explain the inward spiralling of the aetheric forces that form our matter for Reality). We experience our connection to the aetheric body as expansive, because it will be the inverse of that matter formation, when we flip the mirror and live there, spiralling out our life there (always connected to the complementary other side - the phase conjugated reflection beyond the mirror- of every ray of light, of every feeling from our existence).
“And even when we have arrived at something that is wholly correct- even though we have considered the matter from all sides to obtain a wholly correct manner of expressing it. we should never cease to look at it anew, considering it from yet other sides.” Rudolf Steiner (here he literally invited the following perspective in, namely the realisation that the aether and spiritual world are one and the same entity and our Reality is the complementary counterpart to the Realm of the Aether).
Meeting the inverted other world while showing the identity is too dangerous, apparently meaning death. It means death when an earthly image meets the inverted image from the other world. This is a superstitious traditional believe, which has survived until today. It is, for example, reflected in the superstition of the “waff” in Anglo Saxon (Northumberland) and north-Germanic folk tradition. The “waff” is an image of oneself from the other world. When one meets it or other people see it, this means death. One finds this believe also in older civilisations: In the Egyptian religious tradition every human had a mirror soul in the otherworld, the “Ka”. Death comes when the “Ka” arrives to join the earthly soul. In the “Papyrus of Anhai” (1100 BC) it is depicted, how the two souls, shown as birds with women hands, join. The “Ka” soul is mirror imaged and has even its name written in mirrored hieroglyphs (Rossiter, 1984).
Once you grasp the Complete Spira Mirabilis / Vortex nature of our Universe Idea (with Mandelbrot / Julia set fractals across scales), there is no more eternal spiralling out- there are only cascades of creative renewal, while at the core- our symbolic double torus spiral remains the same.
“Though changed, I arise the same”…
James Bernoulli
Rudolf Steiner noted, that during our lifetime, the etheric body would grow younger (because of inverse time in the PLEROMA, due to the Spira Mirabilis ψ &φ)- but he could not explain why…
The inward spiralling of ψ is the same as the outward movement of φ- simply inverted (creating inverse time as well). So while we live here in Reality, the aetheric forces are turning inward - creating the turing waves for our matter! But once we live in the Aether, this inverses and the spiralling is moving outward again !
“The etheric body of man is not confined to the human form as the physical body is… In the head the etheric is weakest, in the limbs and metabolic organs strongest – exactly the opposite of the physical body.”
Rudolf Steiner
Rudolf Steiner understood the inversion but could not conclude the correct shape / nature of our universe from that observation, which would be the double ouroboros, the most simple and yet mostly misunderstood part of our true history- complementary duality, the end of monotheistic domination in whatever way shape or form!
“There, in that sphere, all possesses the character of living being; nothing has the character, typical of the physical world, of being just a thing. As soon as one enters even the elemental world, everything is alive.” Rudolf Steiner
Unfortunately he misunderstood the Lucifer implex (in the Appendix) and thus fell for the soup of redemption!
“The serpent is a Gnostic symbol for the spinal cord and the basal ganglia, because a snake is mainly backbone.” Carl Jung, ETH, Lecture XI, Page 97.
Seeking Depth…
The surface and the exterior of the World have been demonised, while we are craving depth and the interior instead (seeking it somewhere in “heaven”)- when the Realm of the Internal is truly the transmuting Aether: the Underworld of Mesopotamia and the World of Death, the Hyperspace of Terence McKenna- which is the complementary counterpart to our Reality and not just an extreme of “light or dark”. Yet all of these experiences are possible there. Our Universe functions like Yin and Yang and through mutual sustenance and amplification- the experiences of Heaven and Hell are always an option. They are not a punishment or hierarchical gratification for obedience in any way… Heaven and Hell are options in Reality and Beyond the Complementary Reverse Mirror of our Reality. All of this can be explained through the simple relationship between Φ & Ψ (the golden Spiral and its inversion), bringing Gravity and Electromagnetics back into unison: through Electrogravitics! For every electric scalar potential (for Light, through etheron undulations, the measurable charge separation of EZ water around hydrophilic surfaces here in Reality) there is a gravitational response in the transmuting Aether, the Complementary Other Side to our Reality (through Phase Conjugation- explained further below… )!
“Life is water dancing to the tune of solids. Without that dance, there could be no life.”
Infinity has been falsely portrayed as : ∞ (when it is in fact like the double torus below, not like the two bulbs that are being perpetrated everywhere at all)!
The best representation so far (as you might have seen in my previous articles): [34]
The double torus, that results from the interaction of the Golden Spiral and its inversion: φ & ψ, looks something like two intertwined snakes (…breaking away from the first torus, when these two Golden Spirals are in perfect harmony- forming the intertwined double ouroborus). Infinite variations of renewal (another helper to visualise the idea):

This symbolism has been woven into ancient cultures everywhere- but the authentic meaning has been hidden, namely that there is a complementary duality between Aether and Reality, Phase Conjugation, Yin and Yang!
φ & ψ
A Call and a Response intermingled in Yin and Yang, between the Feminine and Masculine, Aether and Reality!
Light & Sight
The intertwined Double Ouroboros: the Real History of the Caduceus!
The Double Snakes of Indian Tantra (intertwined but not without beginning nor end…): Ida and Pingala are nadis (energy channels) of our subtle body. This ancient, yet subdued motif is rooted in Hindu & Tantric practices that date back over 2,000 years (evident in the Upanishads and Hatha Yoga Pradipika). They stand for the complementary interaction, the opposing yet harmonious forces: the lunar (feminine, cooling, introspective) energy of Ida on the left and the solar (masculine, heating, active) energy of Pingala on the right. These serpents coil around the central Sushumna nadi (like a spinal axis).4
There are Two World Snakes, the consequence of the spiralling of Ψ (inward) & Φ (outward)- where a torus forms and folds and breaks into two intertwined loops that move against each other (to imagine the phase conjugation, the inversion after the axis flip).
Egypt:

Link to the Book: [32] More about this, in my previous article!
Ra (the ancient Egyptian deity of the Sun) & Mut
Mut (Ancient Egyptian: mut; also transliterated as Maut and Mout) was a mother goddess worshipped in ancient Egypt. Her name means mother in the ancient Egyptian language. Mut had many different aspects and attributes that changed and evolved greatly over the thousands of years of ancient Egyptian culture.
Mut was considered a primal deity, associated with the primordial waters of Nu from which everything in the world was born. Mut was sometimes said to have given birth to the world through parthenogenesis, but more often she was said to have a husband, the solar creator god Amun-Ra.
In Theban creation myths, Mut is depicted as a serpent, who emerged from the primordial waters alongside her father the dt-serpent, a form of Amun-Ra. She embodies the Uraeus crown of the first god and uses her eyes to illuminate the world. She also embodies the stem of the primordial lotus blossom
Two loops in Egypt (without beginning nor end, but not intertwined): one solar (Ra) φ, descends into the Duat (Underworld): to the chthonic5 (Osiris / Isis) ψ. In the end it is all about Rhythm φ & Feeling ψ, the fundamental duality that brings us the Yin and Yang of our Existence. The Golden Spiral reveals an active relationship (as seen in the approximation of the Fibonacci Sequence) that brings cascades of renewal, while the overall structure of the Universe remains the same.

Burial Site of Tutankhamun
Get an incredibly insightful PDF about the Serpent Myths of Egypt!
The World Snake:
See also Dr. Paul LaViolette’s groundbreaking work: Genesis of the Cosmos! 14 of his physics predictions have come true, Einstein had only 3 correct (more about this in the appendix).
The World-Serpent occurs in the Myth of Cupid and Psychē (Ψυχή)!
Cupīdō from Latin: which means desire, passion, or lust.
Psychē is the stunning daughter of Aphrodite. Her son Cupid, the God of Love, accidentally pricks himself with a love arrow that was destined to make someone else fall for Psychē. Zephir, the west wind brings her safely to his fantastic palace, where they are making love- but only after nightfall… to not stir Aphrodites wrath! Aphrodites Lover Apollo, the god of prophecy, music and the sun - prophesied that Cupid would be a gigantic winged serpent and that would abduct her. He said:
“High on a mountain crag, decked in her finery,
Lead your daughter, king, to her fatal marriage.
And hope for no child of hers born of a mortal,
But a cruel and savage, serpent-like winged evil,
Flying through the heavens, and threatening all,
Menacing ever soul on earth with fire and sword,
Till Jove himself trembles, the gods are terrified,
And rivers quake and the Stygian shades beside.”
Apollo describes Psyche’s husband as a serpent-like winged evil- rendering the Latin “vipereum que malum” (literally “viperous evil,” from vipera meaning serpent or viper- one of the early demonisations of our nature and the nature of the Universe…). Her sister gets involved, Psychē needed to find out wether the rumor is true or not and realised that he is human after all. She burns her feet from an oil lamp and he flees betrayed. Eventually, she is expelled into the underworld to fulfil impossible tasks as a punishment from Aphrodite. She is being ordered to bring the beauty ointment of Persephone for her Mother from the Underworld, to eventually be accepted by Venus. When Psychē found the box she is tempted to take a glimpse and falls into a profound, death-like sleep (called Stygian slumber). The final part about her getting accepted by her Mother and the end in heaven is the monotheistic twist… the serpent realisation is deeply interwoven into this Myth though (Psyche is being granted immortality by Jupiter, so she could marry Cupid in a divine wedding feast on Mount Olympus)!
Ancient Mesopotamia:
Ningishzida & Ereshkiga resemble the Masculine and Feminine principle, Light and Water, Resistance Ω and Charge Χ - the Complementary Duality of our Existence. One descends and the other arises and only from an integral understanding of our Complementary Duality (between Reality and Aether)- does it make sense, without needing to condemn one aspect of this Mutuality. This is one of the most censored and misunderstood topics on the internet. We must not realise that we are living in the Complementary Duality between Reality and Aether. We have to obey monotheistic slave systems instead and condemn our nature, or dwell in tasteless plastic-excess, driven by the archontic technocracy that perverts everything true and beautiful on this planet as we speak! Ningishzida & Ereshkiga, Damballah & Ayida-Weddo, Lucifer & Sophia, Light and Water, Rhythm and Feeling, Wave in Reality and Flux in the Aether: φ & ψ.
φ - Ningishzida
“Rising Daylight” (similar to Lucifer = the Bringer of Light)6 Horned serpents are rising from his shoulders (exactly like the later caduceus). He is Guardian of the Tree of Life.


ψ - Ereshkiga
Queen of the Underworld and the Ambrosial Waters!
Ereshkigal (Ereškigal or Ereckigala in Sumerian) directly receives Ningishzida in the myth Ningishzida’s Journey to the Netherworld (a Sumerian lament from the Early Dynastic period, ca. 2500–2350 BCE). The primary text frames her as the authoritative overseer whose domain he enters annually (vegetative growth vs. winter’s turning inward).


Subquantum Kinetics, Dr. Paul LaViolette:
This is a wonderful example of Aether Physics with predictive power, showing the interaction between Ψ and Φ, and explaining what we call “material” through the spiralling motion produced by this pair:
Protons (P) and neutrons (N) as swirling aetheric vortices. In nuclei, these swirls interlock: parallel spins link stably in deuteron (triplet, spin=1); opposite spins cancel in helium-4 (singlet, spin=0). The double helix in the middle is the »double ouroboros« region, where nucleon vortices intertwine. It forms a shared double helix aether flow conduit- a stable, directional pathway for etheron diffusion. This magneto dielectric bond aligns spins compatibly (parallel for triplet deuteron, antiparallel for helium-4), which enables nuclear cohesion without clashing flows…
Vodun (Vodou)
In Vodun cosmology, the twin rainbow serpents, Damballa and Ayida-Weddo- embody a profound, seamless duality, where their forms merge without origin or end, much like a living Möbius strip or the double ouroboros. This intertwined motif is being interpreted as the complementary aspects of male and female, sky and earth, chaos and order.
Ayida-Wedo ψ, the Rainbow Serpent Loa, is the wife of Damballah φ and represents water, fertility, balance, abundance, and the sustenance of life... In Vodun mythology, Ayida Weddo is intimately tied to Damballa, the serpent spirit of wisdom and creation.
Damballah and Ayida were often depicted together as two twisting serpents:
Consequently, this culture has been demonised as well… and yet, only through seeing the Aether, the “underworld” as the true complementary to our Reality- will we remedy the endless conjecture, that results from seeing the aspect of Yin in the Yang as the Complementary (when all we know and see is Reality). The negative feelings are then seen as the chaotic feminine (as part of the “Underworld”), when all feelings are essentially the feminine, the resonance of the form giving principle: represented as charge7. There is an aspect of it with us and it is not just a Shadow, it is the complementary to this World of Light and deeply tied to Water (because Light charges Water). This realisation, from the work of Dr. Gerald Pollack, is truly groundbreaking for our understanding of the mutual sustenance between Aether and Reality! The Aether has been considered “the ground”, when in fact- it is the complementary to our Reality. The “noise”- that Dr. Paul LaViolette found on the charged fluid in the Aether, is in fact Light charging it and that explains the “over-unity”. It is mutual amplification and there is no need for an “unknown energy source” anymore. I explained this in detail in my previous four articles, starting with “The Sun Will Never Burn Out”.
Please see the Implex of Lucifer, how BAPHOMET reads SOPHIA, cyphered inversely, through the Atbash Cypher in Hebrew:8 (like putting a mirror to the alphabet and inverting the placement of letters, the last becomes the first, the second last the second etc…)
The Spira Mirabilis (with its inversion): Complementary Duality (Yin and Yang) ψ & φ
The search for the real double torus yields hundreds of deleted Websites and the A.I. confirms the observed difficulties:

More evidence of the actual shape!9 Everything is fractal in nature, so that recurs across scales!
“Hence also the marvelous spiral, which arises from the evolution of a straight line about a fixed pole, in the reflections of rays continually renews itself similar to itself and remains numerically the same, no matter how the angle of incidence is changed.” Jakob Bernoulli pera Omnia, Vol. I, p. 248; ca. 1692, from an addendum to the Acta article)
When you look look up Jakob Bernoulli, who was in Love with the Spira Miaribilis (the golden Spiral of φ outward & ψ inward… which he allegedly never mentioned together…), it is all about irrelevances… while we are being fed commercialised distractions and Nucleotide sprinkled fairy tales …
“Following the example of Archimedes, who wished his tomb decorated with his most beautiful discovery in geometry and ordered it inscribed with a cylinder circumscribed by a sphere, James Bernoulli requested that his tomb be inscribed with his logarithmic spiral together with the words: Eadem mutata resurgo: Though changed, I arise the same… “ Jakob Bernoulli

Bernoulli wanted to have the Golden Spiral, which brings us the double torus spiral (when combined with Ψ ) on his tombstone, but the powers that shall not be gave him the archimedean Spiral instead…
The Spira Mirabilis (the Golden Spiral: The Principle of Beauty in Nature, as Φ & Ψ, the inversion). The Fibonacci sequence is only an approximation to this…
The spira mirabilis, or “miraculous spiral,” is the Latin name coined by Swiss mathematician Jakob Bernoulli in 1692, for the logarithmic spiral:
A self-similar curve, where the angle between the tangent and radius vector remains constant, allowing it to expand or contract infinitely while preserving its shape. Bernoulli was so enamored with its properties that he had it engraved on his tombstone with the inscription Eadem mutata resurgo (”Though changed, I arise the same”), though an “error”- resulted in an Archimedean Spiral being used instead…
Ayahuasca, the vine of the dead:

The arithmetic spiral, while aesthetically similar at a glance, misses the mathematical miracle that Bernoulli revered: “invariance under scaling, evoking endless renewal!
Self-similarity under scaling, reflection, and evolution!
In his own words, Bernoulli said (He allegedly only mentioned one spiral, even though he knew about the inversion):
“That curve, which I call the marvellous spiral, on account of its singular property- that it always remains the same under transformations- has seemed to me worthy to represent some symbol of eternity; but these things I shall expound shortly in the Acta.” (in Correspondence with Leibniz (Letter dated March 1691; Opera Omnia, Vol. III, p. 512)
“The same marvelous spiral appears in many places throughout nature, and especially in ears, horns, branches, and the like. From this, we also understand why nature employs this spiral in so many locales: namely, because it is the very spiral that recedes from the center in proportion to its growth, and grows in proportion to the angle of rotation. But since this marvelous spiral delights me so profoundly on account of its singular and wondrous property- such that I can scarcely sate myself with contemplating it- I have considered that it might be employed not unbecomingly to represent various matters symbolically. For since it always begets a spiral similar to itself, and indeed the very same spiral, no matter how it is wound, unwound, reflected, or refracted, it may serve as an emblem of progeny ever like to its parents in all things: simillima filia matri (”a daughter most like her mother”). Or- and if it be not forbidden to liken a theorem of eternal truth to the mysteries of the Faith- it may symbolise the eternal generation of the Son, who, as the Father’s very image, emanating from Him as light from light, exists homoousios (of one substance) with Him, however faintly adumbrated. Or, if you prefer, since our marvelous curve, in the midst of all change, persists ever most steadfastly similar to itself and numerically identical, it may symbolize either fortitude and constancy amid adversities, or even our human flesh itself- after its manifold alterations, and at last even after death- of a resurrection numerically the same; so profoundly, indeed, that were the ancient custom of emulating Archimedes still observed today, I would willingly order this spiral engraved upon my tombstone, with the epigraph:
“Though changed, I rise again exactly the same (Eadem numero mutata resurgo)”
Jacob Bernoulli
See the Latin Original
Leonhard Euler’s continuation of Bernoullis work: The Introductio in analysin infinitorum
“Among spirals, the logarithmic spiral holds the chief place, not only on account of its wonderful properties, but also because it arises in the most diverse problems of analysis; it is the spiral in which the angle between the radius vector and the tangent remains constant, as Bernoulli admirably demonstrated. Hence it happens that this spiral occurs more frequently in many investigations, especially those pertaining to the motion of bodies.” Leonhard Euler - On the Preeminence of the Logarithmic Spiral (§378) in Leonhard Euler’s Introductio in analysin infinitorum, Volume 1 (1748)
The realisation of complementary duality would collapse the dominator paradigm & false dualism between wave and particle (they are the same thing), which has been logically falsified by Dr. Paul LaViolette. We are living in two Worlds. The connection to the other side has been forcefully severed, through lies and fear inducing campaigns, religions and other mayhem. Instead of Transhumanism, we need real Humanism, which can only be realised when we are seeing both sides!

William Blake explained our reality quite clearly in his poetry, but very few people understood what he was talking about. During the age of monotheisms, it is quite a remarkable accomplishment, to come up with these integrative thoughts:
The cistern contains: the fountain overflows
One thought fills immensity… (…)
Energy is the only life, and is from the Body
And Reason is the bound or outward circumference of Energy
Energy is Eternal Delight -
And in its Vortex the Line of Light becomes Circle of Fire.”
William Blake - The Marriage of Heaven and Hell (Plate 14, 1790)
Goethe understood the Secret of the Spira Mirabilis:
“You are aware of only one unrest;
Oh, never learn to know the other!
Two souls, alas, are dwelling in my breast,
And one is striving to forsake its brother.
Unto the world in grossly loving zest,
With clinging tendrils, one adheres;
The other rises forcibly in quest
Of rarefied ancestral spheres.
If there be spirits in the air
That hold their sway between the earth and sky,
Descend out of the golden vapors there
And sweep me into iridescent life.
Oh, came a magic cloak into my hands
To carry me to distant lands,
I should not trade it for the choicest gown,
Nor for the cloak and garments of the crown.”
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
Feeling and Will
Charge and Resistence
Yin and Yang
The greek alphabet had Φ and Ψ next to each other (before it got twisted): Φ PHI Ψ PSI Χ CHI Ω OHM ... and there was meaning in that, involving the word ΨΥΧΗ = Soul. They later twisted it and put the X in between Φ and Ψ - so it loses its meaning.10
The Masculine Principle = Firelight = φ = △
The Feminine Principle = Water = ψ = ▽
Our Human Nature is a mix of those two…. together (△+▽) we are:

The exclusion zone builds around hydrophilic surfaces (virtually all over our body, Dr. Gerald Pollack). There is real charge separation (Light charges Water). Water forms hexagonal lattices there (6), like honeycombs.
Truth cannot be privatised or demonised… well- they are obviously trying that- but the Truth does not care and will still be there… no matter how much our self proclaimed overlords want to condition us to hate ourselves, our nature, our lives here on earth… So this discovery is truly a wonderful reminder that “nothing is lost- everything is transformed” (Michael Ende).
The Luminiferous Aether (the word is beautiful, unfortunately tied to an inert aether, while Dr. Paul LaViolette found non-linear reaction and diffusion dynamics and the possibility for the creation of matter through these movements) is a Real-Inverse World- crystalline, like ours- and full of Living Liquid Luminosity, where our Feelings become Reality. It lies just beyond the Mirror (not far away in space), it permeates all and everything, where immensely charged Water condensates plasmatic Soliton Fields: Light is Movement in the Aether (Subquantum Kinetics, Dr. Paul LaViolette).
Our Reality is the Complementary Part to that Aether- World (… the “non-linear” etheron gradients, The Other Side beyond the Mirror), where △ standing waves form Palaces of Beauty in Nature (our matter), carved into Ancient Stone, by Cultures that were still connected to this beautiful and Universal Truth:
Light charges & structures Water here in Reality
In the Aether, it is Water’s condensation that structures Light as Soliton Fields, through
△ Ω (Ohm) Resistance / Form-Giving /Will (Masculine)
▽ Χ (CHI) Charge / Feeling / Boundlessness (Feminine)
After all, it is quite simple! We will always find both male and female aspects everywhere, like the + and - of charge. Charge is induced by φ and held by ψ! There is always an interaction, on every level.
Nous and Epinoia
Nous (Greek: νοῦς, the Masculine / “mind” / form-giving / or “intellect”)
Epinoia (Greek: ἐπίνοια, the Feminine / “feeling” / chi / “creative intelligence”)
See Dr. Gerald Pollack’s: Charged, for a great introduction into his findings regarding Water and Charge- and how both clarify the complementary duality of our existence, when you combine that with the findings of Michael Levin and Dr. Paul LaViolette!
Here in Reality, water charge Χ is breathing life into crystals:
Crystals turn into moving Nature (through Water Charge, as Dr. Gerald Pollack explains). Two Worlds, one is the inversion of the other (Water, Firelight and inverse Time). One Breath.
Phase conjugation (a complex term can be explained with a simple image):

This shows how opposing wave fronts can “conjugate” (meet with perfect phase alignment) to create implosion to the explosion- and self-organising fractals, rather than “noise” / destructive interference. Now think about the Aether as Yin and Reality as Yang, ψ & φ and Χ (Charge, Feminine) & Resistance Ω (Form, Masculine) … it really is that simple!
May the Force (Χ) and the Resistance (Ω) both be with you!
Two Worlds
One breath
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“Terence McKenna, a pioneering ethnobotanist and psychedelic philosopher, frequently described the DMT (N,N-Dimethyltryptamine) breakthrough experience as a sudden propulsion into “hyperspace”- a vividly autonomous, non-ordinary dimension that defies linear language and three-dimensional physics. In his lectures and writings, he portrayed this realm not as a mere hallucination but as a teeming, intelligent parallel reality, akin to “being struck by noetic lightning” or tumbling into a “fourth-dimensional mosaic of energy.” McKenna emphasised its hyperreal quality: brighter, more multiplex, and more linguistically charged than baseline reality, often evoking a sense of alien familiarity, as if accessing a suppressed ancestral or cosmic ecology.
Visual Composition and Key Elements: Plasma, Crystals, and Fluid Structures
McKenna’s accounts highlight hyperspace’s composition as dynamic, self-organizing matter- fluid yet structured, blending organic fluidity with geometric precision. Central to this are plasma-like substances and crystalline forms, which he depicted as foundational “building blocks” of the environment and its inhabitants:
Plasma and Gel-Like Plasmatis: Hyperspace matter often manifests as a shimmering, multicolored “gel-goo” or plasma- viscous, shifting, and alive with electric potential. McKenna likened it to a “plasma of free electrons” unbound by molecular laws, evoking early cosmic conditions where energy dances freely. In entity encounters, this plasma condenses into communicative forms: a “colored language” that solidifies into rotating, superconducting structures. Drawing from DMT psychonaut lexicons inspired by McKenna, this is termed plasmatis- a constantly morphing, iridescent gel that decorates elf-inhabited spaces, sticky and delicious, from which objects and beings emerge like waves. It’s squishy and stringy (jimjam), allowing instantaneous creation, as if the fabric of reality is a playful, photon-infused plasma responsive to intention.
Crystals and Liquid Crystal Gels: Crystalline elements provide hyperspace’s scaffolding- sharp, fractalizing lattices of light that “hard crystallize” with electric crackling, endlessly morphing into hypercubes or tesseracts. McKenna described machine elves fabricating gifts from “luminescent superconducting ceramics and liquid crystal gels,” implying watery, fluid crystals that flow like gels yet hold geometric integrity. These evoke Fabergé eggs spun from light: ornate, rotating jewels in a crystalline fluid (water like), where visuals explode into polished, vibrating fractals. There is a “liquid crystal” motif,. showing hydrated, mercurial quality- crystals suspended in a plasma-fluid, blending solidity with liquidity, as if viewing God’s cerebral cortex through a holographic prism.
Overall Composition and Landscapes: The DMT world assembles from these elements into self-transforming architectures: folding rooms of infinite recursion, conveyor belts of alien machinery, or gardens of mercurial plants. Entities like the “self-transforming machine elves”- insectoid, jester-like tricksters- proffer tablets etched in alien script, their bodies woven from this plasma-crystal hybrid. McKenna stressed the realm’s ecology: an “overmind” of interconnected intelligences, where everything pulses with shared thought, like a noosphere of plasma-photons felt collectively.
McKenna’s encounters (from 30–40 smoked DMT sessions between 1967–1994) left him “aghast,” insisting this dimension’s inhabitants urgently communicate via these forms, urging humanity toward novelty and transcendence.”
You must now imagine that the whole etheric body turns like a glove when you turn all the finger linings inside out, as you would normally do with the skin, turning the inside out. So that I now have to draw what is colored red on the outside in the earthly state as the inner part, and what is colored green on the inside, I have to draw green on the outside. The entire etheric body turns in on itself. But this turning around is connected with an immeasurably rapid enlargement of the etheric body. It grows, it becomes gigantic, it expands immeasurably far into the universe, so that I would now have to make the drawing something like this (large green board 8 circles).
And whereas we used to be in there with our ego and our astral body, we are now (red circle) facing the etheric body that expands into the cosmic, but we look at it from its other side. That which we previously carried with us without meaning, the red on the outside, is now turned inwards. What was previously turned inwards and what alone has meaning for us during our life on earth is now turned outwards, no longer of any concern to us, and disperses into the universe. But in this green – of course presented schematically – is contained everything that we have had within us during our life on earth as a colored, sounding, and so on world.
As green, so to speak, goes through the etheric body turning to the other side, we lose it completely and we get a very different world as an impression. We must not imagine that we can still have the same world that we had during our life on earth after death. This world goes away. To imagine, for example, that after death we could experience, for my sake, in a different edition, the content of earthly life, that is quite wrong, that does not correspond to the facts. What we experience through the turning of the etheric or formative body is indeed of a gigantic size compared to the content of earthly life, but it is something quite different. We experience the whole of our earthly education through the fact that the outside is now turned inwards, in powerful impressions that are different from the sensory impressions. We do not experience the blush of the rose, but we experience how we have formed the blush of the rose within us as an idea. That is where it begins to be not as calm as it is in physical life. There, in earthly life, the roses are so beautifully arranged in a rose garden, and each one gives peace, and one feels suspended in the peace. Now the rose garden becomes something completely different, now the rose garden becomes an event in time. And as we gradually let our gaze wander from one rose to the next, as we formed the image of the first rose, the second, the third rose and so on within us, this, as in a living becoming, in a lightning-fast rippling and weaving, one rose after the other arises, but not as roses, but as images that unfold, this now emerges as our inner life as if in a sea of events. And so we are confronted with something we have not seen during our life on earth: the becoming of this earthly life, the gradual development of this earthly life. We know how our soul has become from childhood on. That which we have left completely unnoticed during our earthly life is now playing out in us. It is as if we had stepped out of ourselves, had become a second person and were watching how we gradually formed the simple ideas of childhood, the more complicated ones of later years, and so on. We see the emergence of all this earthly life from its inner side. We see how this earthly life, this earthly existence, is formed from hour to hour. Yes, we gain the impression that this whole earthly life is actually formed from the cosmos. For everything we perceive grows into the immeasurable, into the cosmic, and by growing into it, we become clear about the fact that what has been formed in us in earthly life is also formed from the cosmos.
And now we are gradually getting a valid idea of what it is like to live this human life on earth. Let us take as our starting point what is more or less believed today with regard to this life on earth. Man eats, and in doing so he takes the substances that are outside into his own organism. This is an undeniable fact. He also changes these substances.
Yet again, it is beautiful to see the feminine as lunar- but we must not confuse that shadow aspect of Yin in the Yang with the real complementary, the Yin as the Aether, the Realm of Feelings (Charge)! The real Duality is between Rhythm and Feeling, Frequency and Voltage, Resistance and Charge and they exist in each other and cannot be without each other!
Chthonic is an adjective derived from the ancient Greek word chthōn, meaning “earth” or “soil”. It refers to deities, spirits, or forces associated with the underworld, the primordial waters (the Aether!).
Ningishzida (Sumerian: dNin-ĝiš-zid-da) is associated with “rising daylight” in ancient Sumerian texts, where he is explicitly linked to the dawn, the horizon’s emerging light, and the sun’s rising. This reflects his role as a chthonic deity of vegetation and renewal, symbolizing the daily “rebirth” of light and growth after darkness- complementing his underworld ties. While his primary name means “Lord of the Good Tree” (emphasising fertility and the life-death cycle), secondary epithets and temple hymns portray him as a manifestation of dawn’s illuminating power.
Dr. Gerald Pollack found in his experiments- that the charge gradient of EZ water, is what makes feelings possible. Take the charge away (through anaesthetics)- and the feeling disappears as well.
BAPHOMET is the backwards mirror of SOPHIA, though the atbash cypher in Hebrew (explained below). When you see the Aether as the Mirror image, it becomes clear that there is nothing wrong about this display.
The Atbash Cypher and Baphomet: Decyphering Sophia as alphabetical reverse mirror image!
The Baphomet, a mysterious symbol tied to the Knights Templar, finds a compelling explanation through Dr. Hugh Schonfield’s Atbash Cypher application. Schonfield, a renowned biblical scholar, proposed that “Baphomet” encodes the Greek word “Sophia,” meaning “Wisdom” and symbolizing the wisdom goddess, when decyphered using the Atbash Cypher.
The Atbash Cipher
The Atbash Cipher, used by Hebrew scribes as early as 500 BC in texts like the Book of Jeremiah, is a substitution cypher where each letter is replaced by its opposite in the alphabet. The first letter, alef, becomes the last, tav; the second, bet, becomes shin, and so on. This method allowed scribes to conceal sacred or sensitive knowledge, accessible only to those familiar with the code. Schonfield viewed the cypher as a bridge to esoteric truths, a tool that could unlock hidden meanings in ancient texts and, later, in the enigmatic term Baphomet.
Schonfield’s Breakthrough with the Dead Sea Scrolls
Schonfield’s expertise with the Atbash Cypher emerged during his work on the Dead Sea Scrolls, discovered at Qumran. These ancient texts contained cryptic passages that puzzled scholars. Applying the cypher, Schonfield decoded the word “hagu” as “tsaraph,” meaning “test” in Hebrew. This breakthrough illuminated references to the “Teacher of Righteousness,” a figure possibly linked to Jesus, revealing the cypher’s power to uncover profound spiritual insights. Schonfield’s success with the Scrolls inspired him to apply the same method to the Baphomet mystery, believing it held similar hidden significance.
Decoding Baphomet as the Sophia (alphabetical) mirror Image (Inverse Mirror)
Addition: This is clearly showing the duality of Aether and Reality, Sophia and Lucifer through this artistic creation: Baphomet
Fascinated by the Knights Templar and the heresy charges against them, Schonfield turned his attention to Baphomet, a term associated with their alleged idolatry. He hypothesized that the Templars, exposed to esoteric traditions in the Holy Land, were familiar with the Atbash Cypher. To test this, Schonfield transliterated “Baphomet” into Hebrew, written right to left as bet, pe, vav, mem, tav. Applying the cypher, he transformed these letters into shin, vav, pe, yud, alef, which, when read as a word, formed “Sophia,” the Greek term for “Wisdom.”
For Schonfield, this was a revelation. Sophia, in Greek and Gnostic traditions, is not just wisdom but the wisdom goddess, often seen as the bride of God. He believed the Templars encoded this term to honor divine wisdom, reflecting their spiritual depth. The cypher’s result suggested that Baphomet was not a demonic idol but a symbol of Sophia, embodying the planetary animal mother, the Wisdom of Nature, the Mother Electrome (
The Templars’ Reverence for the Wisdom Goddess
Schonfield’s theory aligns with the Templars’ historical context. As a medieval order, they were influenced by St. Bernard of Clairvaux, their patron, who passionately venerated the Virgin Mary, naming her “Queen of Heaven” and “Mother of God.” Schonfield saw this devotion as evidence of the Templars’ openness to the divine feminine, which Sophia represents. Their time in the Holy Land, where they encountered Jewish, Islamic, and Gnostic ideas, likely deepened their appreciation for esoteric wisdom, including the use of ciphers like Atbash.
Schonfield believed the Templars revered Sophia as a symbol of divine wisdom, possibly integrating her into their spirituality as a counterbalance to the Church’s patriarchal framework. The mirror image of Baphomet as Sophia, in his view, was a deliberate act to safeguard this sacred knowledge, reflecting their role as custodians of hidden truths.
In conclusion, consider the following terms:
Lucifer: light bearer. Another name for the partner of Aeon Sophia, who brings Pleromic luminosity to the earth, while She endowed the Anthropos with the luminous Epinoia.
Devil: any radiant entity, related to deva, Sanskrit dyaus
Diabolos: adversary, opponent. A title or role, not an entity.
Satan: adversary, opponent - a role, not an entity: i.e., lawyer
demon: according to Christians, an infernal supernatural creature in the service of Lucifer/Satan/Devil, thought to inhabit the interior of the material planet
daemon or daimon: in the Pagan classic world, a guiding spirit, one who inspires and advises, as the daemon of Socrates. comparable to a tutelary deity in Tibetan Buddhism, i.e., dakini.
Finally, consider the etymology of the word worship: literally, to acquire worth or value. Worthship.
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Caveat: I personally see the old way of describing φ & ψ as the description of a cycle, where Χ(CHI) and Ω(OHM) are working together, boundless Charge and the form-giving Resistance / Structure. There is no triumph of one over the other (the mud is the liquid, the night and the Feminine here… I am sure the coherent complementary Duality has been seen before but monotheistic rage has collapsed that understanding).
When Hebrew scriptures were rendered into Greek (Septuagint, ca. 3rd–2nd century BCE), nephesh (φ) was systematically translated as psychē (ψ) (conflated)- blending the “ph” breath (nephesh) with “ps” animation (psyche). The Greek translation of the Hebrew Bible commissioned in Alexandria around the 3rd-2nd centuries B.C.E., rendered nephesh (נֶפֶשׁ) as psychē (ψυχή) in the vast majority of cases.
Early Church Fathers (Origen) saw nephesh/psychē as the soul’s dual nature. (just in a categorically false paradigm, not realising the Yin and Yang of Aether and Reality)
Clement of Alexandria (ca. 150–215 CE). Clement describes the soul as a “double” or composite entity, structured around two “twofold spirits”: the ruling faculty (hēgemonikon, the rational, governing principle) and the carnal/subject spirit (the lower, appetitive, and vital force). The monotheistic paradigm leads to condemnation of the “carnal”, which is a mistake, because the Aether is the Complementary to our Reality, where Feelings (charges in the fluid) turn into Soliton (Light) Structures (see Terence McKenna’s descriptions). In the Aether, structures become like feelings (dreams / nature, through anima)….
Nephesh - Hebrew (ca. 10th–2nd century BCE, Tanakh/Old Testament) נֶפֶשׁ (n-p-š) NEH-fesh (ph as /f/ or /pʰ/, like “phantasy”) matches the pronounciation of:
Phi (φ): phōs (φῶς = light), with its φ-aspirated “ph”: luminous shining. It derives from the Proto-Indo-European (PIE) root bʰeh₂- (”to shine” or “to gleam”), as seen in cognates like Sanskrit bhās- (”to shine”) and Latin fāma (”fame,” from glowing renown).
Psi (ψ): Begins with ψ for /ps/ cluster (no separate π+σ). Followed by χ (chi /kh/), evoking soul’s “breath” (from ψύχω /psýchō/, “to blow/ cool”). It is linked to a separate PIE root bʰes- (”to blow” or “to breathe”), possibly onomatopoeic (mimicking inhalation in this case but we need to speak with an exhale…) and yielding cognates like Sanskrit bhás- (”to blow” or “smoke”).
Psychē - Greek (ca. 8th century BCE onward, Homer to Plato; Septuagint translation of nephesh) ψυχή (ψ-υ-χ-ή) psoo-KHAY (ps as /ps/, like “lapse”)
In the classical Greek alphabet (established by the 8th century BCE and standardised by the 4th century BCE), Φ (phi), Χ (chi), Ψ (psi), and Ω (omega) are also next to each other- forming the final four letters in sequence (but with the X where the Ψ should be) . This positions them at the “tail end” of the 24-letter system. Psychē, starting with Ψ… but Nephesh was already conflated with psychē / Soul…
This is from the modern alphabet:
21. Φ φ (Phi): Pronounced /f/ (like “f” in “phone”). Derived from Phoenician pe (mouth); symbolizes friction or aspiration in phonetics.
22. Χ χ (Chi): Pronounced /kʰ/ or /x/ (aspirated “k” or guttural “ch” in “loch”). From Phoenician qoph (back of head); often linked to breath or spirit in mystical contexts.
23. Ψ ψ (Psi): Pronounced /ps/ (as in “lapse”). A Greek innovation (no direct Phoenician ancestor); its trident-like fork ties to psychḗ (soul/breath). (Ψ came directly after φ before).
24. Ω ω (Omega): Pronounced /ɔː/ (long “o”). Meaning “great O”; added in the 8th century BCE to distinguish long vowels; symbolizes the “end” / definition (as in Revelation’s “Alpha and Omega”) → Form… OHM as Resistance (form-giving)
Before that, PHI and PSI were next to each other:
An ancient prayer and invocation has existed and functioned secretly within the Greek alphabet since its inception. The sequence of letters in their full pronunciation (Alpha, Beta, Gamma, etc.) is not at all random, but behind it lies a secret. The sequence of letters in their full pronunciation (Alpha, Beta, Gamma, etc.) is not at all random, but behind it lies a complete grammatical, syntactic, and semantic continuity of superior conception.
According to this familiar pronunciation, the Greek letters (after adding the sixth letter, which has now disappeared: Stigma or Digamma F) are pronounced and written as follows:
ALPHA - BETA - GAMMA - DELTA - EPSILON - STIGMA - ZETA - HETA - THETA - IOTA - KAPPA - LAMBDA - MI - NI - XI - OMICRON - PI - RO - SIGMA - TAU - YPSILON - FI (PHI) - XI - PSI - OMEGA.
Decoding this well-known arrangement, which was made according to the principles of Hermetic Science, we have the following: “AL FA, BETA GA, (A)MA DE (E)L TA EPS ILON. ST(H) IGM. ZI TA, H TA, THI TA IOTA KA PALAM DA. MI NYX I, O MIKRON, PYROS IGM TAFI (E)PS ILON, FY PSYCHE O MEGA!”
(FY=PHI Φ PSYCHE = ψυχή → Ψ Χ) + Ω = ΦψΧΩ
Then, after adding the implied conjunctions and verbs that are omitted, we have the emergence of a wonderful cosmogonic prayer - an invocation to the source of Light:
“AL FA, BI TA GA!
AMA DE EL TA EPS ILON.
STI IMA (INA) ZI TA,
HI TA, THI TA IOTA
KATA PALLAN DA.
(INA) MI NYX I,
O MIKRON (ESTI),
PYROS (DE) IGMA
TAFI EPS ILON,
FY(OI) PSYCHE,
O MEGA (ESTI)”.
Al = The intelligible sun.
Φά-ος = light.
Βη = imperative of the verb βαίνω (=I walk, I come).
Ta = dative of the Doric type, to, in.
Ga = Earth (Doric type).
Άμα = (adv.) at the same time.
Ελ = the visible Sun, the Coming One.
Eps = verb. epsomai, eps-emenos = baked.
Iloon = ilus (noun) = mud, clay.
Στη = prep. verb ίστημι.
΄Ιγμα = sediment, distillate.










































































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